It's amazing how life changes so fast. One minute everything is OK then something happens where everything changes that. The last year and a half had been rough for me. I've never felt like I have belonged any where. Life sometimes just doesn't work how others want it too. One thing I have realized is I'm 32 years old and I have to make my own mistakes. I may not be making choices that everyone approves us but I need to do what works for me right now. The boys are happy. I'm finding ways to be happy. I have this guilt that I carry that I'm learning to forgive myself for. We all have struggles in life that are different from each other and we find ways to help ourselves deal with those struggles. I have so many emotions that I can't even express right now. But I believe in time I will feel better about life and I will forgive others. Life is precious and you have to stay strong and fight for what's right for you.
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